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CHILDHOOD

by AJIMAL

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    CHILDHOOD is the debut album from AJIMAL, featuring a cast of more than 50 musicians and themed around the concept of childhood. The album explores ideas of youth, potential and play through a mix of contemporary, classical, and field recordings.

    Heavyweight 12" vinyl as part of a limited 500 edition pressing. Includes 8-page printed lyric booklet featuring original artwork by Ernesto Artillo and full digital download.

    Recorded with friend and collaborator Mick Ross in various studios, churches, theatres and hospitals in the North East, the resulting album is a carefully constructed work of remarkable beauty. It is a bold debut that combines soaring orchestral grandeur with the quiet intimacies of creaking floorboards, foot scrapes and the breath of performers.

    Includes unlimited streaming of CHILDHOOD via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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1.
You were born a symphony of stone An equation of fate Of your tiny heart rate It bound you to your bloodline The people you called parents, and loved You awoke with hunger on your lips Once you'd slipped from those hips Once you'd made life your own Into the palace of youth, from a desert of sleep You were born a planet in prayer In a moment of silence In a splitting of air A fusion of our bloodlines Your beating, breathing being, we loved! Yes we loved We loved You lived So we lived
2.
And you stirred a people into song A rejoicing of hands that was missing so long You breathed a family into life You made him a husband And you made her a wife We loved Yes, we loved You lived… You are loved, love!
3.
One day, they'll paint our faces And they'll stretch our skin Until we finally give in For they are nasty, brutish and tall And they will kill everything They'll gobble us all Resolve to hide when they speak All of their teachings drown in our moments of peace What you knew we, too, will forget But may we never grow up enough to regret See that you don't let your digital mistakes haunt you Most men lead lives Of little deaths and quiet desperation And most men lead lives Of little deaths and suffering One day, we must get older And beg to be loved Until we keel over But what is this heart if not a spring? And what are these tendons, if they are not strings? Adult, am I not the future? Are we not the present, the soon-to-be past? Oh you'll die cold, if you can't perceive That I am sooner a swarm of bees Than a sole, static 'me'
4.
They don't build them like they used to They don't make them quite like me I've been a creature of mistakes But it takes a life to learn that fate Nothing touches me I was the first and only I am totally new And I will not die a useless dot I will not fall victim to any age Nothing touches me I am invincible! I am surely unbreakable! Nothing touches me
5.
Goudougoudou 07:36
The contours of your contortions The flicker in your hands The eyes behind the eyelids The eyes that I can’t withstand All were fixed upon you And your body ballet The landscape of your young shape The age you learned to age Grew ideas in your eyes, dear And boldness in your advance The desperate fits within you And your body ballet The ground shakes, like I do With the terror of your taste And clenching up my eyes My thoughts drip up your thighs My heartbeat in my feet But I cannot love… I’m scared of your sticky kisses The scent I know as yours You were the holiest of whores You were the God of frolic! Have we lost our play? Was this that childhood lullaby of love? What happened to that childhood lullaby of love? It was violence masquerading as love
6.
- 02:53
“Make a wish, but don't wish for money because it's unlucky Wish for something close to your heart What you wished for was from the heart And what you wished for will definitely come true for the future Your lifeline is good and your lifeline is strong From there to there is the line of life You have wills and ways of your own which will always remain with you, true to your heart There's no death in your hand and there's no death to come You will never come to be a burden in life and you will never come to be a trouble Because independence you will keep ‘til the end Stick in well with your studying, because it will pay off for you You will pass it with flying colours Your career will play a big part in your life Because I see you going to the top in career, but I never see you coming down You won't end your days in the house you're living in Because you will leave from there and change your surroundings There's a journey to be taken over water – I want you to take it And when you take that journey you'll come back lighter in your heart and in your mind Don't live in the past, I want you to live for the future Because the future's got more happiness in it, than whatever the past holds And I do see you've got a good future You've got a happy one ahead And I have got no bad news to tell you”
7.
Your black skin shone out And your eyes hung in the dark Like the full beams When we stop, time stops Because who will reset the clocks, if no one’s counting? When we were children, we knew that life meant potential of dying And pulling faces won’t stop you expiring But your beauty is oh so sweet And ever lasting Remember worship This was our parish Where we were doomed to perish Remember glances And skinless eyes which would beg you to love them Quivering thighs which would need you above them But what will become of your body When all of your beauty is gone? Tell me what will become of your body When it’s gone, gone, gone And eyes screwed up tight Lips which cling to a hand, “mercy, mercy!” When we were children, we knew that one day we’d beg for devotion We knew that beauty was always in motion We knew that one day we’d bury our dear ones We knew that one day we’d see love’s destruction But your beauty is oh so brief And never lasting And you say, “I have no answers to all these questions I have no answers to your multitude of questions”

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CHILDHOOD is the debut album from AJIMAL, featuring a cast of more than 50 musicians and themed around the concept of childhood. The album explores ideas of youth, potential and play through a mix of contemporary, classical, and field recordings.

Recorded with friend and collaborator Mick Ross in various studios, churches, theatres and hospitals in the North East, the resulting album is a carefully constructed work of remarkable beauty. It is a bold debut that combines soaring orchestral grandeur with the quiet intimacies of creaking floorboards, foot scrapes and the breath of performers.

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released November 6, 2015

℗ & © Ajimal 2015
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www.ajimal.co.uk

All songs written and arranged by Fran O’Hanlon
Produced by Mick Ross and Fran O’Hanlon
Mixed by Mick Ross
Engineered by Mark Broughton, Mick Ross, James Mottershead, Ross Lewis. Additional engineering by Adam Sinclair, Sam Grant, Yann Rezner
Recorded at Blast, Mono, The Music Box (RIP) and Blank studios in Newcastle. Mixed in Mono + The Chairworks, Leeds. Additional location recordings at Christchurch, North Shields and The Jubilee Theatre, Newcastle.
Mastered by John Davis at Metropolis

Artwork by Ernesto Artillo
Typography and design by Paul Burgess

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AJIMAL UK

“Soporific, pianistic folk...displaying a charmingly earnest approach.” The Fly

"A new benchmark for sensitive pop in 2013"

Ajimal is the solo project for Newcastle’s Fran O’Hanlon – a collaborative ‘in-ear experiment’ with the aim of writing about the interplay between ideas from music, medicine, art, ideas, literature, science and stories.
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